Monthly Archives: November 2006

Rattle

herald the coming
or such as you saw —
millions of thighs carrying shit-filled underwear
for garbage dumpsters smeared with egg-yolk-tagging
& corona of shell blinking through —
the French laveriette barked “aucun etranger de facon!”
to requests of scrub / soak / sink / dry on a line
& tho’ not a lick of French to save rats from skinning
do commuters know,
they understand the ridding of shit
as their own task.

only oil-men hang Gandhi’s copies by his own homespin loincloth
& hand-crush his folded spectacles
belching their oleo-o! mouths gripping cigar
stuffed with Apollinaire’s fingertips & schrapnel-skull
as they go chuckling
“the old brownie-baldy is nothing without his glasses;
a saint my ass! Punjab can’t saw outta the eyes Jesus gave heem! what kinda holy man needs glasses to see shit in the toilet?”

when i found there was such a thing as “pen” and “paper”,
(i recall tonguing sharp protrusions from gums — first appearance of TEETH coinciding –)
boy did the shit diaper gallop furious!
these visions no-0ne saw or stuck around long enough to hear!: beheaded soldiers hanging in trees!,
battleships passing between houses & i could see Mary there combing hair through the mast,
the window & drapes her mother pulled apart at dawn!
dead great-grandmother knitting me grey sweater there at the foot of my bed & boy-body —
couldn’t wear it
around mother for she would notice & say: “where did you get that sweater? loose threads — wide neck — tattered even new — (sniff) smells like Chesterfields!? where did you find this Paul?”

so good luck when i try to donate old clothes to Goodwill charity —
drive me a garbage sac fulla treats for the naked
only to hand some sweet red-smocked fluttering-nose-haired memere a sac of air
she balls up & tosses to waste.
‘swhat happens when the dead make yr clothes for ya: nothing’s ever ill-fitting eternal & better buy yr underwear at full price.
so i wrote — wrote it all & my socks kept warm feet in winter sleep where i found spiral notebooks the immensity of palm sandwiches on Sunday snow;
little pocket notebooks & you could buy shirts with full-frontal pockets over nipple!
be a regular Wild Bill Hickock of the Mounting Poetry Outlaw Re-emergence;

bells instead of bones!

shirts right with pockets fit enough for the world through human eyes remind;
i could still hug girls & dream of open-eyes kisses without an “excuse me for a moment . . . ”

i forgot more than i give you . . . a letter for my sister saying: “no one more sturdy during
the old man’s licking another woman’s sag than you that night at dining table while football
on muddy-television-turf & mom crying in her hands”
— just remembered.

i learned to play the sitar in my dreams — holding it as if i was a woman — contorting legs into
tubular bells & wending them around the pumpkin-swell where the neck & treble ran into —
straddle a sitar, youngblood, with a body ghost-ships will pass through
& you cant callous a woman for her yellow teeth or sweaty hair

Bernstein covered me in his sheet music as i had sleep with human-nakedness
& i woke — panting want for wool.

“what piece are playing Leonard?”

“Snoring No.5 — you will listen to yr dreaming heart & bless the femur with raucous
interpretation of dream-body’s obedience to its brethren the body of bells”

a fart woke me up again before spontaneous composition & Bernstein dissolved like gas
yet only the stink left behind & i thought maybe my HAH-CHOO was a “BRAVO!” in-ka-hoots;
the body delighting in its precision — burning what it needs for power & propulsion
while launching the refuse out back-door.

around here,
folks take their shitty underwear out the front door

& Beelzebub asked the same questions Gandhi posed:
“why is this door locked?”
“why do you carry the key?”

thing is, Beelzebub didn’t write any of it down . . .
men came long after & wrote what they were told
to write about Her
& children grew up pissing their pants
& kissing crucifixes until the money . . .
Gandhi at least wrote his mind for you —
and they laid his body on flowers o’er the heads of lovers
& roofs of cars
where not even an ant would see him.

& underwear
& carrying of shit
& oil-men lighting cigars of our hair
& our bones singing —

they are all but the broken skeleton of Lucifer,
this world — Beelzebub piecing Her skeleton
back to Angel!

herald the coming
or as such as you saw!
falling from yr fingers
yr eyes
yr kisses
yr cumming alone in the lips of moon !

wings breaking from bullet holes!

paul skyrm

Drum voice, why have you called me?

Drum voice, why have you called me?
I was just beginning to be modern, I even listen
to the news occasionally,
why have you called me?
In this world that is not a world,
in this ancient voice you throw around the spirit room.
I was just beginning to see the sense in life-insurance,
dreaming myself as an above average retiree, and you,
calling me to run the full moon bloodstream with wolves,
and shadow down the city-lights
with one more mountain
I must climb
to the ends of all this rhythm asks
and only promising emptiness and grief.
There are no stars to reach for here, or follow.
There is no truth left deep inside to fathom out
and give you leave to free.
I have one more day in the sun.
I have one night to wreath.
Why have you called me?
Why have you asked without words my heart,
Why have you risen from the dead,
Why?

Merlin Bridges

control

People mostly like to shower naked
yet still I can’t seem to wash away
these sins Just because
a girl knows her plants
is no reason to want
to sleep with her It’s not good
to want to sleep with a girl right
away Just in case you have to leave
because she wants to control your
life Girls can always change
their minds and my
mind too

Russell Vidrick

baby louie

i am a tent of throbbing purr
one fat paw pressed (stop) against my forehead
a heaven of chocolate
running through my stiffening veins
at work i dream of my chubby long-haired love
his arms wrapped around my head
his teeth in my hair

baby louie baby louie
you are prime at my heart pump
baby louie baby louie
for you
this blood dances down my grandmother veins

wendy shaffer